Monday 31 August 2015

Sorry for being antisocial

Hi guys!
Posting two days in a row, I'm keeping my promise! *proud*
Today I'm here to talk about something that really bothers me: Why do people stay angry when I dont want to go out?
For example, tomorrow I'm suppose to meet a friend but I'm not in a mood, BUT I cant tell him that because he'll be angry, but WHY? Why do people have to get angry just because I dont wanna meet them? It's not that I dont like them, its just that I'm an antisocial person and I dont like to be out of my comfort zone aka my house and they need to deal with it. They have no reasons to be mad, I do want I what, guess why? This is my life and my body okay?!
Damn it, I really hate when this happens, am I the only one?

Sunday 30 August 2015

Hey guys!
I'm sorry for not posting so much as before, and I know that this is getting boring but I promise I'll try to post more often okay? *pinky promise*
Now let's get to the real talk.

Vacation are almost finishing and school is almost starting aaaaaaand I'm getting depressed, like a lot, the only good thing about starting the school time is that I'm back to the dance classes, this time I'll be learning hip hop, how cool is that? Maybe for you is not that cool, but I've been wanting to do this for soooooooo(..) long and I FINALLY got the chance, but besides that there's nothing good about school time.
There'll be new students, which is interesting but stressful at the same time, there'll be more projects and events and I'm still a stupid antisocial teenager who cant speak with strangers, there'll be this really huge project that I'm not prepared for and *Breathe* there'll be Internship, god I'm so fucking scared guys....
I wanna stay home and do random shit for the rest of my life. The Outside scares me, all those humans judging others just to feel better with themselves, animais being abused because humans are just stupid and digusting, mother nature being destroyed because humans think that nature dont have feelings, contries disappering because humans think war is the solution for everything. I wish was not a human cause humans suck.

Well guys this is for today, sorry for the drepessing post but I had to.
Bye bye Xx