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Wednesday 24 December 2014
Tuesday 30 September 2014
New school
So I moved to a new school ... I quite liked the first two weeks, but now I just want to get out of there, people are too annoying, I can't take anymore always being arguing with people in my class, pretending that I'm friendly, all this to avoid being called the black sheep. My schedule is super stressful and tiring, I have to be there at 8:30 am and leave at 5:45 pm .... The desire to cry came back, I no longer feel like getting out of bed, I just want to lie back and keep thinking about how much my life sucks.
Not to mention the fact that the teachers are always wanting to know my private life.
Not to mention the fact that the teachers are always wanting to know my private life.
Tuesday 1 July 2014
Basically today is my birthday ... and my whole family is excited except me, for me this is just another day, another year.
Now that the holidays have arrived I can get away from everyone, I'm sick of people.
Lately, my mom keeps making me pressure to choose a school. The classes are over now and she wants me to think about this shit again?
Yesterday my cousin said I could be entering a depression, and maybe she's right, my behavior with things or people changed ... I'm always anoying with everything and everyone, I'm always being rude with everyone. I just can not stand all this, and now my anger is reflected in my actions or the way I talk to people.
Now that the holidays have arrived I can get away from everyone, I'm sick of people.
Lately, my mom keeps making me pressure to choose a school. The classes are over now and she wants me to think about this shit again?
Yesterday my cousin said I could be entering a depression, and maybe she's right, my behavior with things or people changed ... I'm always anoying with everything and everyone, I'm always being rude with everyone. I just can not stand all this, and now my anger is reflected in my actions or the way I talk to people.
Saturday 14 June 2014
"If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
Uh oh, uh oh
Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh,
And life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby
The sharp knife of a short life, oh well
I've had just enough time
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
Uh oh, uh oh
Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh,
And life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby
The sharp knife of a short life, oh well
I've had just enough time
(...)
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin"
Friday 21 February 2014
Hi!
Yesterday was a bad day, I started to feel unwell with nausea and headaches, and to help me further my class decided to make a revolution in the classroom.
As soon as the bell rang I went out immediately, had no patience to go home with my group of friends, they are too noisy. Also I have been hurting legs. so yesterday i had to miss school dance. I feel very sick but at the same time I feel that I am not, because I'm not a cold or a fever.
Yesterday was a bad day, I started to feel unwell with nausea and headaches, and to help me further my class decided to make a revolution in the classroom.
As soon as the bell rang I went out immediately, had no patience to go home with my group of friends, they are too noisy. Also I have been hurting legs. so yesterday i had to miss school dance. I feel very sick but at the same time I feel that I am not, because I'm not a cold or a fever.
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