One year later

Hey guys!

How've you been? 

One year and a few months later and here I am again... 

It's not like I forgot about this little "place" but it's just that I didn't get like reactions from the readers so I started to think "Do I even have readers? Do people even read the boring stories about my life? Probably not" and that's kind of why I stopped posting. And now I'm back, why? I don't know, I just felt like doing a big ass update of my life for you (Probably as a farewell... but still deciding) so grab some popcorns and snacks!

But first....

If you don't know me yet... Hey! My name is Margarida, people call me Mags, and I'm FINALLY a 18 years old girl from Portugal.

I used to be a really depressed teenager, with a lot of fears, and panic/anxiety attacks, and I still have to deal with them sometimes but I got better and now I feel a lot better with myself and my life!

That's me

So, my last post was in April 2nd of 2016 and today is August 23rd  of 2017 and let me tell you, a lot have changed!

I'm mostly going to talk about the big events in my life since then because obviously I dont remember every little detail. 

Let's start with my 1 month internship in Seville, the most amazing experience in my life! I worked in a little theater in the Seville's most known market called "Mercado d'Triana" and my team was fucking amazing! Miss them so much...

I stayed with a family, together with other girl from Barcelos (North of Portugal) and she was honestly one of the best things that has ever happened to me, she was like my soulmate, we instantly became friends, we shared everything, we did everything together, I'm so thankful for meeting her and I love her. 

I really want to go back, I'm not sure about living there for the rest of my life but I totally wouldnt mind to stay there for a few months.

Me and my baby girl from Barcelos

final project for school. If you don't know, I was a tourism student which means I didnt study in a regular school, my school was a professional school and because of that we didn't have the normal "finals" we had a final project that we had to develop from scratch and make a presentation for a panel of judges (?) and I stressed so fucking much about it. Literally I would cry day and night because I had no idea of what to do and the day before of the deadline for the first part I only slept 2 hours because I was up until 5:00 a.m.and I had to be in school at 8 a.m and the same happened the day before the final presentation. BUT everything went well, I felt really happy and confident about my presentation. And briefly my project was about a dance tour in Portugal called "Step by Step"

Me and my model for the final presentaion

After that it was the end... the end of three 3 years with my classmates, my amazing teachers... it was now time to make a decision about my life. At the first I didnt want to go to college but I found a really cool major related to translation and chinese and thought about going for a dance major so I decided to take the finals in my old school. I had a few fights with my parents and but oh well, the usual. And by tomorrow I'll make the apllication and after the results come out I need to decide if I want to go to college or if I want to take a gap year.

And now... I'M BACK AS AN ADULT I'm finally 18 yo! My family decided to throw me a surprise party with old friends and new friends and it was honestly one of the best moments I've ever had in my life and I'll defintely forget about it. AND guess my sister's present was?!!!!!! MY VERY FIRST TATTOO.

After 8 years of drawing it on my wrist whishing it would become real, it finally happened! 

And like this I end the updates of my life. still pretty boring hun?

Sorry not sorry for the long post.

If you want to keep up with my (boring) life follow me on my social media:

Instagram - @margarida_pvmr

Twitter - @oficialsloth

Snapchat - @margaridapvmr

Byeeee Xx

PARIS

Helloooooo guys!

How have you been? It's my penultimate day of vacations, let's all cry together, it passed really fast, the time flied! Did/do you guys had/have easter vacations?

So I just got back from Paris, like 3 days ago but yeah, it was a school trip so I went with a lot of friends and it was so coool!

We stayed in Ibis hotel, and even tho it wasn't like a 5 stars hotel, i loved that place I felt like home in there, it was so cozy, if it was other hotel I wouldn't, probably, walk around in my pyjamas and like dance in the walls and do what I do at home, do you get the point? haha

I took some photos, but with others camera's so I dont have them yet but I took 2 with my polaroid which are my favorites, let me show you!

They were taken in Sacre Coeur, such a beautiful place with an amazing view! The girl is like my best friend from Class and she was my roommate (THANK GOD!)

We went to a lot of places, like Eiffel Tower, Notre Dame, Moulin Rouge, Champs Élysées, Arc de Triomphe, and we made a boat trip on Seine's river at night, it was so pretty omg! 

If you're going to bed Good Night sleep well and sweet dreams, I love you!

If you just woke up or are in the middle of the day then I hope you have a great day because you deserve it and I love you! Xx

Changes

Hey, how are you guys?
I havent post because there wasnt nothing to tell you until... Today!
So if you read all of my posts you probably read the one about my blue hair and stuff and saw a pic of me too, but I changed now... On Friday I decided to cut my hair, reeeeeeally short and today I decided to diy it, my hair color was brunette (?) and now is brown black-ish and I really like it I feel more confident about myself. If you havent see me I'll put photos of me before, on friday and today!
By the way if you want to know me better follow me on twitter: @oficialsloth

Before

 On Friday (When I cut my hair)

                                                                  And this is me now!

What do you guys think? Let me know your opinion!

Unicorns and Mermaids Xx

First post of 2016

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS (I know I'm a little bit late but shush just go with the flow) I hope you guys have the best year of your life, because you deserve it!
If you're feeling like shit just know that you're awesome and I love you! And in case you're already having the best time of your life and you're happy af then Congrats you fucking did it and you're awesome too!

So has you know, I'm having hip hop classes and of course I have live performances and videos, and I wanted to share them with you! Even tho the last performance sucked, well... Shit happens so yeah.
Anyways, besides my hip hop classes I'm having.... Workshops of House dance  which is freaking awesome, because I really like "my" teacher, he is so nice and tchill, and the class, they're all so nice!
Talking about workshop, Anthony Lee, from Kinjaz (Go check them out), is coming to Portugal and I cant go to his workshop and it's so saaaaaad :( Why is life so unfair? Damn it

So here's our first video and I hope you enjoy it (The zoomed girl... that's me (ew)):

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vrf-BNhYyTo

And here's our last performance, from last saturday (I'm the girl in front on the left side, excuse my mistake):

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rIG7gHdYpbo&sns=fb


Unicorns and Mermaids Xx

I finally did it yeyeyeyey

Wassuuuuuuup guys??
Long time no "see" hun?

I have news and I have some shit to talk about, but fiiiiiiiirst the good news! *drums* I DYED MY HAIR BLUE - Well part of it (ombre??? not sure if that's how people call it) ANYWAYS, I DID IT AND I'M SO FREAKING HAPPY CAUSE I'M OFFICIALLY A MERMAID, that's like my new nickname in school, WHICH I LOVE IT CAUSE MERMAIS ARE LIFE<3<3
Now just a little funny thing that happened today, so I was warming up my friend's lunch in school, when I went through some guy he was like "Unicorns be like..." and that made me so fucking happy!!!!

Now the shit talk, so I had Hip Hop's class and it sucked, I was frustrated with the choreo and then my Teacher forced me to make a fucking pony tail, and If you know me really well you know that I FREAKING HATE PONY TAILS, they look good in the others, but not in me okay?! And when the class ended me and him stayed because he wanted to talk and stuff and basically I ended up crying and meh now I'm in a really shitty mood.

Tell me how was your day guys!! Oh tell me if you like my new hair heheh

Unicorns and Mermaids Xx

Sorry for being antisocial

Hi guys!
Posting two days in a row, I'm keeping my promise! *proud*
Today I'm here to talk about something that really bothers me: Why do people stay angry when I dont want to go out?
For example, tomorrow I'm suppose to meet a friend but I'm not in a mood, BUT I cant tell him that because he'll be angry, but WHY? Why do people have to get angry just because I dont wanna meet them? It's not that I dont like them, its just that I'm an antisocial person and I dont like to be out of my comfort zone aka my house and they need to deal with it. They have no reasons to be mad, I do want I what, guess why? This is my life and my body okay?!
Damn it, I really hate when this happens, am I the only one?

Hey guys!
I'm sorry for not posting so much as before, and I know that this is getting boring but I promise I'll try to post more often okay? *pinky promise*
Now let's get to the real talk.

Vacation are almost finishing and school is almost starting aaaaaaand I'm getting depressed, like a lot, the only good thing about starting the school time is that I'm back to the dance classes, this time I'll be learning hip hop, how cool is that? Maybe for you is not that cool, but I've been wanting to do this for soooooooo(..) long and I FINALLY got the chance, but besides that there's nothing good about school time.
There'll be new students, which is interesting but stressful at the same time, there'll be more projects and events and I'm still a stupid antisocial teenager who cant speak with strangers, there'll be this really huge project that I'm not prepared for and *Breathe* there'll be Internship, god I'm so fucking scared guys....
I wanna stay home and do random shit for the rest of my life. The Outside scares me, all those humans judging others just to feel better with themselves, animais being abused because humans are just stupid and digusting, mother nature being destroyed because humans think that nature dont have feelings, contries disappering because humans think war is the solution for everything. I wish was not a human cause humans suck.

Well guys this is for today, sorry for the drepessing post but I had to.
Bye bye Xx